I’m a very busy bee. I’m always doing something and I tend to get really anxious when I’m not. ⠀ ⠀ Yesterday I had a day off from the day job and that usually means full speed ahead on FBL work, but I couldn’t seem to find my mojo. ⠀ ⠀ I created content, did some business house keeping, updated my bios — I kept trying to keep busy and I just felt sluggish and drained. ⠀ ⠀ Then I felt anxious and guilty for not doing enough. 😪⠀ ⠀ I tried to meet up with friends but couldn’t connect, I did all the chores I could think of, all while Jared is begging me to just slow down and cuddle with him. ⠀ ⠀ Guys I just can’t seem to get myself to do that! I remember the days when I could spend hours killing time with him, or spend all day cuddling together — but in this stage of working full time and building a business I feel like I don’t even have enough time to sleep! ⠀ ⠀ Which is why I’m so lucky to have him.⠀ ⠀ He reminds me that there’s always going to be another task and another thing to do. Always someone that needs me. I can stress and worry and work myself down to the bone, but at the end of the day, work will always replace me. ⠀ ⠀ What can’t be replaced are these precious years together. 🧡
I really did find the best pumpkin 🎃 in the patch.